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One night while tucking Abby into bed she sweetly chimed, "good night! Sleep tight! Don't let the bed bites bug you!" I like her thinking. Sometimes life bites. The trick is to not let it bug you.

Friday, March 25, 2011

HappyBirthday, Annie

Right: March 27, 2006, upon arriving home from the Hospital. Annie (2 days old) snoozed obliviously as Andrew and Ian decorated her seat with their favorite toys.

It's a bit drizzly today, as it was the morning Annie arrived. It had been a long night, and Annie was born in a peacefully quiet delivery room, surrounded by tired people (Dad, Grandma DeAnn, a nurse or two and dear friend Julie Jones, CNM). That was March 25, 2006. It's hard to imagine Annie as a 5 year-old, but at the same time, 5 years is such a short time ago compared to how long ago it feels. The hospital she was born in isn't even operating anymore (no pun intended).

I never imagined her life would be so short.

The dank weather does not reflect my feelings today, however. Today I will be celebrating Annie's birth. I will take 5 colorful balloons to the cemetery. Tonight I will serve the kids a special treat, and we will share memories of their little sister.

Annie was the happiest baby I've ever known. She charmed everyone who met her, and had a smile for everyone. Someday I know I'll hold her in my arms again and smile back at her.

Today I will celebrate the fact that I have another daughter, even though we aren't together now. I will celebrate the knowledge that we will be together forever when this short life is over. How appropriate that her birthday falls just before Easter. The understanding of Christ's resurrection has an even more special meaning to me now. I will be eternally grateful for what he has done for me, and Annie, and continue to take comfort in the knowledge that she is with Him.

Our drizzles have turned into snow, and a light blanket of white is beginning to build across my sprouting daffodils and crocuses. Pretty in white. Just like my Annie.


debned said...

Karen, beautiful writing, very uplifting. Love your hope and trust in the Lord. Debbie

slcscott said...

Well said. We love and miss our baby.

JED said...

Beautiful, Karen. I'm in tears right now. God bless her, and God bless you and your beautiful family!

Deb said...

We love you guys! I've been thinking about you all day! XO

Karen said...

Thanks for the love, you guys! I feel like sharing her with you makes her more "present." xo

Lori C. said...

Karen..thinking of you and your angel.

Carolyn Miner said...

I definitely miss Annie! I always remember being at her funeral and bawling my eyes out because your dad read what I said on her online obituary. I know i was one of the people who got to see that angel smile and interact with her a lil during her short time here on earth. Love and miss you guys. Hugs! Carolyn Miner

apple slice said...

lovely family. best mom.

JED said...

I love you, Karen. Your strength and love constantly amaze me. XOXO!!!